Points of darkness

Points of darkness

i am at my point of darkness, the ebb and flow of light has ceased and

cannot find ( reach) this ( my place) place.

there is no reason or emotion to fight nor to even flight.

the inside says : "give in" .."why put up a fight".."let's for-go the struggle"...

"just give in...and go"...

with resolve that is not yours and with strength u know not from where............you hold on.

you know not why , for to you, it is but a line drawn in the sand.

perhaps, you try to convince yourself....

the point of darkness is really the other side of light...

it is like a two sided coin.

on one side darkness, and on the other side light.

the point of its user, is to examine the state of being and compels to emerge from it

and to live on.

does the point of darkness serves as a light to illuminate what we are and what we seek?

is it a brighter shine then ordinary light that seems to blind, but really brings hope and a greater understanding of the life we live?

for in the end by force and not for reasons understood by us or power of our own,

we are still a here and alive .

even more ....still trying to live like a jew in this world,