Thursday, July 14, 2016

the cycle of golus


 

 

 Break the cycle of golus

 

The cycle of golus does not seem to end...

It goes on and on and does not even hit a dead end...

As the sun , moon earth and sky seem indifferent to the events that happen about or upon them...

G-d remains silent at least to the extent that we did not expect.

Though we know He is here and cares...

For us that is not enough we want more and cannot take it this way.

Yet what pains us most of all in this endless cycle that just

seems to go on and on is .....

 Not the problems or the debt...... nor the pain or suffering or hate...

not even that it keeps goes on but that Gd face seems to be like a stone wall

Expressionless without letting on His plan or His pain that He certainly has for us

Of course we want all our problems solved and the pain to come to an end....

Yet even more

We want....need some validation that He , our Gd , cares and loves us both as individuals and as a

People

We say Gd even before this cycle of golus comes to an end …make it good….and show us your Face

or Gd forbid there will be no rider on this cycle to pedal along  any further

Gd,  break the cycle of this golus here and now …...show us your Face.....and make it right

Thursday, July 7, 2016

The Soul Layed To Rest

The Soul Layed To Rest


My beloved is gone has been laid to rest.
my beloved is gone but has not left.
only upon the body it is said
"dust to dust- wind to wind
ashes to ashes-water to water"
the four elements that the body has been
made from have returned from the source
from which they came, but the soul returns
to g-d.
verily true the soul a part of g-d has
fulfilled it's purpose on earth
and now has been taken back by g-d to
return to itself.
the lord has given the lord has taken
blessed be the lord. amen

Social Justice

 


i'm on strike, so go take a hike.
\Let the trains stand still, until i have had my fill.
\hey you mister go get your sister, call you both a cab to
\work. the tracks are closed the bus wont go, we want a
\raise and will not be fazed. you can all walk while we
\talk, we do not care we are going to raise the fare.
\you can all use the bridge it is open and there is no
\fare....sigh...my feet are weary and my head is leery...
\all i can say is... "hey bus driver speed up a little bit,
\speed up a little bit.. hey bus driver speed up a little
\bit... i just want to get home soon".

The Black Hole Of The Soul

The Black Hole Of The Soul


peircing black eyes a bottomless pit the
\black of your eye that grows wide in the
\dark and squints small in the light.
\when you look into them it is like looking
\into the abyss or is it bliss? a vertigo
\gone amiss!
\it wants it all like a vacum drawing in
\what it sees yet shines with light of
\the an other wordly kind.
the eyes a portal to the soul you decide
\where you go and what you wish to show.
\windows to the world of your own making...
\keep those eyes contained or you'll walk
\off a cliff into a never ending
\fall choose instead to walk upright and to
\look for that which is right.

Winter Days

Winter Days


i look out of the window above my live fire place
from my vantage point of warmth I see the bare trees
blowing it fortells of cold days that are coming
the wind blows what remains on the branches that
where once green leafs and now leaves them barren
though I am warm at present my bones rattle and
chatter at the mere thought of winters storms and snow
that come upon the earth and its denzions during
winter months
I pray, Oh G-d, make this winter a mild one or better
yet send the funds to buy the wood so that we can keep
the hearth glowing.

Roaming Souls

Roaming Souls

do not tie me down i want to wander around
do not put me on a leash i do not want peace
i am a roaming beast that wants to explore
never have my fill always want more.
Oh G-d why did you create me a roaming soul
that cannot find peace where ever i go.
please oh G-d hug me down into one place.
to sit and learn Torah with love is my goal
into a chair do i go.
got to snap that wip crack...crack...crack
until i have broken that beast on my back.
will have to tame that beast and teach how
to work G-d's field and pull the plow.

A Leaky Cauldron

A Leaky Cauldron

boiling bubbling oh it is so hot
so full of liquid i am running over the top
\though i am at my peak i got no energy
for i have sprung a leak
\cannot contain my thoughts it is
as though i am not
\i am like a leaky cauldron
that cannot contain
\need to fill it up with some light
and heal my plight
\my body a broken vessel
needs some soul to teach me a lesson
\got to plug my hole and
bring me some peace
\so my vessel can contain G-d's blessing
and be a shrine to G-d's holy divine

Prayer

Prayer 

Hey prayer, what do you say?
i get up every morning and i say...pray.
i really do not know what i am doing
or what to say.
i am just fulfilling my obligation to say
those words even without its deeper meaning
t's okay
they have meaning to G-d known only to Him in its own way
so i say.....
sway... sway... sway...
keep on praying..
pray ...pray ..pray each and every day, every which way.
okay? Okay!

The I of Me


BH

 

                                                                                The I of Me

A Guide to the Perplexed – Lets us make Man

This books goal is not to explain the purpose of life. It is to achieve self awareness and thereby realize the tools you have within that help you achieve your goals; whatever that may be. it also will help you fulfill the purpose you feel gd created u. G-d willing. Its not about explain ing the purpose or proving what it is but about giving the tools and reveal you innate limitless power to be ac=bale to overcome all obstacle in order to achieve the purpose. Obviously the purpose mist be a true one in order to be able to draw on the infite and limitless power for that force can only be taped into when something is real and rue.  This book will G-d willing draw primarily on Jewish sources and logic.

The point is to teach man how to activate a higher conciseness of him so that he may overcome all of life’s obstacles.

The is a deeper part to us all and in order to live we need to access that. This can be used both for a person who has fallen into addiction or other habits that seem to have taken control of their life and or even for a person who does not have any vices to defeat and . or overcome but feels the are not utilized and living to their fullest potential

Or even one who feels life is good just wishes to work on a specific aspect of their life to improve it better and make more perfect.

In short to help a person grow to what they want to become.

This process is a two prong process branching off into many paths.

Step One : To believe in the soul or a higher consness and /or level within a person. We are not discuss sing belief in Gd . we are discussing that the person believe there is more to them their surface level. If they do not believe this that there is no discussion for they is no deeper level to access , only the surface of what they are and hence think they must remain to be.

Step Two: is to believe that the body and surface level has access to this higher consness and is interrelated to each other. That the person not only has a deeper level within them but that the person has access to it at will and that it is able to effect change in the surface level of the person and body.

That one can take from the soul level and bring that power into the body level and hence implement the desired change.

The main tool to implement this is the mind. The mind has power over the person and its power becomes stronger through understanding. Even more the mind can create inside a person will power that is even stringer the original logic that decdated  the path of the logic. Hence the most important tool a person can have understands.

Here the person must understand how his soul has the power to effect change. Then it must understand the soul. After understanding the soul it must understand the power of the soul how it communicates and is able to make it will known and felt to itself and to it host. Basically self consencess .

After that the person must understand his body and what the body’s habits are. tO understand what its drive are and how we view our body dectaes whether we even desire to change it and in what direction.

 

Finally the person as a whole both body and soul combined must make conseince decion as to how it wishes to live. It is  joint effort of living that the soul and body decide that the most meaning firl type of existence while combined is one that both the soul and body chooses. .The body itself needs to feel the need to change and implement the understanding of the soul and mind.

The conclusion that should be reached will be and shoul be two fold

 

A  Harmony of them  both . the divide between body and soul gone. They become one.

B  usually this will entail a choice of something that is beyond then both. Gd family and greater good etc.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Over view:

Man is composed of three parts

The soul the body and the soul as it lives inside the body.

Each of these three are separate events and entities, the third is a combination of the two. The soul before it entered the body existed as a separate entity, wholly spiritual. The body exists without a soul as we see when one dies the body continues to be until it disintegrates. So what  happens when the two live as one.

Also what is the point of the soul being in the body and if there is a purpose how is it fulfilled?

The main question is what is life about and how does one achieve that goal. And obliviously the fact we live means we have the tool to accomplish those goals. So what are the tools and what is the goal.

For some the question is a futile endeavor and also of no interest.

They might say something like; “The body is who we are. Physical existence is what it is all about and the soul is here to give the body life and physical sensation of physical pleasure and material joy. When we get old and die its over”. You might say that to them it’s not really a soul but some sort of bodily life force of being. Like the life force of an animal or worse. Procreate, live enjoy defend and die.

The only problem with all this is consciences’, meaning the feeling of wanting more, guilt and desire  to do good and be right and rationalization of evil activity into saying they are really good. Even wicked people try to do this. Why?

If life is only about the animal in us then live fast, burn and die. Why bother with good and evil or about feeling good or bad about something. So we see there is an innate deeper conciseness in man.

Where does it come from? Its not just intellect. It’s deeper. Both the good and bad.

Others might say that the existence of man is his or her soul. The body is a fetter, an anvil around the neck of the soul that wishes to leave the body and be wholly and alone spirit as it was before it entered the body. Bodily existence, they say is full of suffering, the drives and pulls ad needs of the body and pain.

Bodily Pleasure only distracts the person from his true purpose which is soul. Pain suffering help the person realize the eternity of the soul and act as a filter. The body becomes more translucent to the soul which is key. To them it’s about after life and their fate in heaven or where ever the soul goes after life on earth.

 

The body is mostly looked as an evil, or as best a test to overcome to achieve reward for having resisted the body temptation a desires and drives or even if best to use the body to do good. But still the point is to remain cleans a spiritual and return the soul clean after living on earth and enjoy eternal reward and bliss forever. Now being greater for having survived the evils of the body and done some good on earth.

The question here is then, why the soul was sent down to earth. If the only issue is the reward that comes after death and leaving the body. Then the risk is too great for some actual return from where they came after death more bruised and ruined the before they left. The person might fail in his quest of spirituality and have hampered the reward and bliss or whatever goodness the soul had have before its life on earth.

 

So why take the risk of having live in the body for possible greater reward when the opposite is also possible as well. Why take the risk for ruination.

A better possibility is that there is a goal and a purpose in having the soul and body live for some time together. Where both body and soul with their opposite needs join and accomplish a goal and or purpose.  Hence it would make sense for them to join, though extremely opposite they are. And indeed because of this purpose or reason they soul and body are joined because this goal actual transencedes them both and brings and certain truth to them both that cannot be accomplish had they never been joined as one and its is through the joint efforts of the body and soul then this deeper truth and realty is revealed and brought to the goodness of the body and soul and to the greater purpose that they fulfilled.

 

Sol what is that goal and how do we achieve it and what are the tools that both the body and soul have to revealed that deeper level of essence that indeed the both posses equally.

 

It is the combination of the two that is our goal. To show that the dichotomy and split between body and souls are only on the level of our initial perception. But through a greater understanding and action in an appropartly way . the unity and will be revealed for we will see they both come from the same source and share the same essence. Of that from which they have both come. Indeed the essence of all is revealed through this struggle of body and soul and the harmony and oneness that is achieved through mans life on earth. This internal unity and oneness that man will create/ reveal in himself will reveal the unity into the entire world. for man is a microcosms of the world and universe. ‘

 

Healing that split and showing its all is one will do the same for the world and society and spirtail and physical existence of every level It is is all in the heart and hands of man.

 

Book One 

The Premise: Lets us make Man

Contents:

Chapter One -The Soul/ the I of me.…………………………………….............................................Page 1-10

Chapter Two -The Mind ………………………………………………………………………………………………… Page 11-21

Chapter Three- The Emotions………………………………………………………………………………………………..Page

Chapter Four - The Garments/Tools……………………………………………………………………………… Page

Chapter Five – The Body  connecting the soul to the body…………………………………………………Page

a)      Brain

b)      Heart

 

Chapter Six – The Goal…………………………………………………………………………………………………….Page

Book Two

Implementation: The Man

Chapter Seven – The Minds Power………………………………………………………………………………….Page

Chapter Eight-Mediations…………………………………………………………………………………………………..Page

Chapter Nine –Motivation ……………………………………………………………………………………………………Page

Chapter Ten –Activating the Souls Essence………………………………………………………………………. Page

Chapter Eleven – Achieving Harmony……………………………………………………………………………… Page

Chapter Twelve – The I /Soul Driven

Book Three

Failure: Correction not Chaos

Chapter Thirteen-The Return……………………………………………………………………………………….Page

Chapter Fourteen- Think Positive……………………………………………………………………………………Page

Chapter Fifteen – The Vicious Cycle ……………………………………………………………………………………Page

Chapter Sixteen -Psychology of Addiction……………………………………………………………………… Page

Chapter Seventeen – Beyond Self ……………………………………………………………………………………..Page

Chapter Eighteen-The World a Holy Abode…………………………………………………………………… Page

Epilogue: Why Bother

The Concealment and Uncovering of Self………………………………………………………………………………Page

The Struggle…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..Page

The Rebbe/ Teacher ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………Page

Providence………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Page

The  Voice of Silence Within………………………………………………………………………………………………Page

Final Word…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………Page

A Poems……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Page

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Book One 

The Premise: Lets us make Man

Chapter One -The Soul

The point: In order to reach our goal we must belieb there is more to ourselves then just a body. We need to even belive there is more then a soul. We need to believe that the infite exist and that we have access to it within us.

What is the Soul, various studies and beliefs will teach it to be many different things.  Type in, “Soul” into a computer and see what comes up.

Webster dictionary:

: the spiritual part of a person that is believed to give life to the body and in many religions is believed to live forever

: a person's deeply felt moral and emotional nature

: the ability of a person to feel kindness and sympathy for others, to appreciate beauty and art, etc.

http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/soul

Also search, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soul  , which list various ideas of what a soul is.

Of the many discussion, is if the soul lives outside the body or is only alive while in the body.

Whether in the body or out of the body, is it intellect, emotion or drive? Is it conscience and self or the ultimate “ I “ of the person.  Did it always exist or did it need to come to be?

Does it have a purpose and that is its definition or it has no definition at all. Many of the modern and ancient philosophers debate this, including sciences and modern medicine which wonders if even the soul exit as a spiritual entity but is maybe only a neurological phenomenon?

However I believe that the first step of understand the soul and for that matter any spiritual concept is to first see how it is viewed on the superficial level and then to show the misconceptions that have evolved in it or ideas that have been left out.

The way people or the human mind looks at it initially and then to remove the husk of misconception and get to a  truer and more correct understanding of it even if only a bit.

Meaning even if we do not get to the best understanding, have getting rid of the miscrewed understanding, is also good.

Even an understanding of what something is not is better than an incorrect understanding saying that this is it.

In the case of the soul, for the most part people define the soul as the spiritual part to the body or if even outside the body it is either a limited being or a infinite one.

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The questions then is there an in between that can combine many of the ideas thus showing the true essence of what the soul is and hence might contain all of the various explanation of what a soul is.

One idea discussed is being verily a part of Divine that has been made to become a creation.

But to really understand this you need to understand its maker and the process by which it came to be.

You also need to understand that there is an essence to all things and a revealed part to all things.

Meaning each and every being has an essences and revealed part to it.

The difference being is that the essence of an object cannot be divided, it is the “I” of the thing itself.

Using the example of an apple the essence of the apple would the fact that it is and apple. That does cannot and cannot change unless your destroy it.

Then there is the structure, taste, color, smell, size, texture etc of an apple. That is something that can change. Say you cooked the apple, it now is soft, or you cut it up it now is small.

 Yet the apple of the apple; the fact its and apple, cannot change.

Hence you know what the essence of an object is or the revealed aspect of it, is by seeing what of this object can change and be modified and what cannot be changed.

So in an apple, the apple so to speak in the apple cannot change or it seizes to be an apple.

We are not speaking of the matter of the apple; matter can change forms just as energy can. But even there, the essence of matter is that it is some form of substance.

We are speaking of that in the ample that cannot change, that is the essences of it. Because the color size, texture taste etc can change then that itself shows it is not the true essences of it only a character trait that it posses.

The same is true with every object whether spiritual or physical there is the essences of it and the character and traits it posses.

One cannot change unless you destroy and it seizes to be while another can change for all you have changed is its which brings us to another rule when deckling with the essence and that is that when u grasp a bit of the essence that you have grasp all of the essence.

Every bit of essences contains all of the essences. For the essnce is not measured b y size but y what it is.

Again using the example of an apple, if a person received a small piece of an apple or smaller apple, does that mean that the size of the apple now questions whether this is an apple. 

Is it less apple when it is small or more apples if it is large?

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What changed is its weight and size and how much u received but not whether it is an apple or something else, say an orange.

It’s all apple…more or less is measurement is its revealed part of its self, its traits but not is essence, what is actually is.

Using a more refined example, say one has many children, if one is more like the parent or less like they parent does this change whether the child is theirs.

The child is there is a essential quality that cannot be changed, the child mind, heart, character , physical looks and qualities can change but the fact that this is your child cannot be undone

Taking this even one step up, all existence essence is the fact that they live or exist, but each has its own parameters , like the space has six direction and an idea has depth and length, the same each object has traits that define what it is and separate from being anther hence it gives it its identity, but the essence of the object is that it exits , or say a living being it essence is that it lives, the form of life that it takes on is already manifestation not essence.

Taking this a step further G-d too created so to speaking with in Himself.

The essence of Himself which is concealed, and the revealed aspect of Him. In truth both of these aspects in Himself are only just that, an “aspect” He himself is above being limited and revealed or being infinite and concealed. There is no definition for G-d except that He is and does what He chooses to be and do.

The idea of Him is being the “impossibility of impossible” , He is what He chooses to be and is not compelled in any way. Compulsion can come in many forms. From within or without but in all cases it is due to a limitation.

A person can be compelled due to an outside source because of fear or need. Or be compelled due to a perceived want or desire. With G-d there cannot be either for if yes then he is by definition not Gd for

Another power or equation has control and is making demands on His behavior. The definition of G-d must be that He is free to act in all places and time and is free from all weakness or lacking.

Does not have any need or want.

Even an intellectual rule or equation or even rational correctness and intellect are not a limit to Him for He transcends that.

The only true why we can know if His will is through Him Himself revealing that to us through revelation.

However He can chooses to have a limit but this to being self inflicted is not like the limits of any other being for if G-d chooses He can at anytime release Him from that bind and limit.

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True is actual a good way to describe G-d but the understanding of truth here means that it is infinite , for true truth must fit and agrees on all occasions,. A truth is not a truth if it is true some of the times and not all the time,. Truth must be true all the times.

And as well agrees with all ideas forms.

Truth is not only true to u but be true to us all.

With g-d another aspect the rambam mention s is that he exists not like other forms of existence. He does not need to be like other beings in order to be. Other being must fill times and space. A before and after. To  G-d not only does He fill all time, of past present and future but He transcends time entirely.

Meaning He does not need to exist in time or order to be .

Lets look at this form an intellectual point and then even beyond that

Mimandois  describes Gd as being the knower the knowledge and the power to mean.

Meaning when dealing with the human mind there are there components to the process and three steps for knowledge to be transmitted from one being to the next.

The three parts are the entity that does not yet know.

The idea or event that occurred that will be known and the power of knowledge to simple know that will be used to place the know into the knower.

Because each of these entity are separate beings each separate from each other hence each compliments and give or receives from the other.

Also they are beyond  time. Perhaps not in time of minutes and moments but in the process of order and before and after.

There is the before the knower knows. There is after the knower knows and the process during the act of knowing. Mainmodis concludes that even in the realm  of the intellect gd cannot be known for he knows in a way that is not the why of limited beings and is one with all of the steps of knowledge , for he is the knower the knowledge and the power to know for all come from him

Hence is knows without a past present or future in the process nor of a recipient or giver or of any change occurring in the process for they all occur within him.

It is as if one knows himself as the Tanya describes it

And even this is not the definition of infite for this is yet a description of the process of knowledge albit ine not as the one known o us.

For as the marajhl points out gd is not called the knowledge blessed is he but the holy one bless be he

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Hence according to mystical teaching even this description of gd as the moandes calls is is a limitation and only occurs after gd allows himself to be limited some to speak.

He himself is more “defines as we stated before beyond any description even of being iunfite or not physical. For he is what he choses to be.

Another  approach of the myztica and scholar is the the closes we can get to g-d is not real what he is but what he is not

Which that to is a from of knowledge.

Shlila iyh a limited thing cannot be grasp by description and infinite thing is best described but what they are not.

The same with place things that exists take up place more so it defines them. More than just a measure of space it fills but actual describes and definition them.

o to spiritual when dealing with a  spiritual idea that to is found in time and place , alibt a spiritual one,.

For example two plus two is four exist in the realm of math. It also excitant in time for time mean not only time on the face of a clock but order…(derech mitzvosecho) of before and after and as well order of priorities.

Hence math can nt add up unless there uisa before an after and summing thing to add..

This approach is radically difference then those who believe numbers and math make uo the ultimate equation for number can be undefined and hence infinite.

Yet that is not te true definition of the infinite for ones needs numbers to add

It’s really just an infinite equation made of finite numbers.

True infinite transcends needing something that keeps adding.

Its transcends that.

Hence true infinite must also transcend being spiritual or physical.

If physical its ia composite that takes up time and place is in some place and not others and even where it is is only because that space always it to be a hold it there.

If spiritual then it needs some sort of equation or thought process or some sore of value, explanation definition , or argument to explain it being, that argument, explanation measure of what is is and there not something else is its limitation and hence it is not all things and cannot be true infiote.

 

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Definitions which that itself creates a limitation.. the limitation is whet actual defines it and differentiates one from another. With g-d we cannot say that for then he would not be g-d in an equation with the formal that makes him does not exist hence he must not have any formula or definition for then he would be exiting only in the scope that definition.

( the I of me….

The soul is like its maker, a bit of the divine and infinite that has been made into a finite being and creation.

He is independent of quality or accomplishment and his worth is not based and him making something happen or being right.

He is not a composite or gets pleasure for thing outside of himself for is contained in him and all comes form him… he is not even compost within himself it is pure to the ultimate purity and simplicity of form and yet exit and come into limitations if it chooses for if not that being  nfinet would be its limitations.

The issues then would be can he create and rock that he cannot pick up…

The question appears deep for then if u say he can create such a rock he cannot pick it up. Hence  a limit if he cannot pick it up then he now has limit as well.

The explanation to this is that it is not a disadvantage to not be able to self destruct. We attribute qualities s to gd not stupidity. Not being able to be stupid is nt an imperfection.

Hence the only thing that gd so to speak does not do is undo himself. And create and identity that will oppose him for it is impossible for all things come form him and are part and parcel f him..

However the concept of evil. That is a length one. And yes it does comes form him dn oppose him but ist purpose is to bring man closer to him..

Also evil has no real power it just appears that way.

The appearance of concealment and rebellion is what gd does create ut it is only in our eyes and it is not reya.

This is the idea of tzutzum…

This too the soul has in it the power of the infitne.

The Talmud explains how we know of its extance though we cannot grasp it.

Iun sense part of the sign that it is infite is its yearn and insauity to be satisfied.

The soul hence can only find fulfillment with a purpose beyond itsl and something infite as it.

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The physical pleasure will not do it moshul of song with king…the soul is infite a piece of it is all of it indefinable all limitations occur after it descends into the body…elabte iyh oih rebbe

With tis we can explain all the difference aspect of the soul iyh…

Zg

The soul too being a part of gd too has the infinite in it albeit they way it comes into a creature.

Buyt as stated every object has a core its essence and the revealed aspect of it.

So to the soul has its essence and the revealed aspect of it.

The essence of the soul in its purest form is that it is  part of gd that is.

Open that is indescribable and senses and feels the divine and the infinite.

Its natural state “ if we may describe so is to yearn from gd lines and the dinde to yearn for the infinite.

That defines its being ; to be part of what it came from. A constant of flux to reunite to its source  it is

the only being that the act of it being created is not concealed to it. All being where made to feel as independent beings. Only the souls was made in a way that it there is a window into itself of from where it came.

Its like a child who is born an remembers ist early life time of feels how it still is in its mothers worm even after being born.

The soul still feels and innate connection from where it came.

The ruels as essnce aplly to it as well.

A bit of the essence contains all of the essence.

The essences cannot be divided.

It so not defined by definition other that that it is  apart of something else that is its beyond  definition

That is its definition.

As with gd we cannot define Him so to this piece of him has the ability to transcend all limitations even its own.

All other aspects of the soul are not the essence of the soul vbut the revealed part of it.

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 Thus it has in it the divine and the mundane, the infinite and the finite combined. This combination creates in it an impossible existence of both ascent and descent at the same time. The Souls nature is to return to the divine infinite it came from, the limitation imposed upon it by becoming a being, makes it desire self preservation and holds it back from being completely absorbed back to its original source.

Yet this dichotomy of existence is possible for the essence, of the soul contains both the possibility of being finite and infinite. It to contain that which transcends both the finite and infinite and thus it is able to combine them both. 

So what is the Soul; something that cannot be defined, like its source. It just is

But because of this dichotomy it has both a striving for higher and a drive for descent.

This is apparent in the many drives and desire the human being has. Man is a mixture of madness that cannot be explained or consistent for his inconsistency is what he is. He must strive for more.

*note 1 The Book of Tanya primary work of Shneur Zalman of Liadi founder of the Chabad philosophy. See Chapter 2.

According Chassidic philosophy the soul being verily a part of G-d constantly desires G-d lines and cannot be satisfied with psychical desire alone. It strives to and needs the divine; hence it is never happy until it finds a divine goal.

Think of an extra terrestrial being forced to live outside its habitat.

But on a deeper level the soul itself lives or shall we say is. The fact that it feels is already a step away from its essence its core. Meaning all things has the revealed aspect of it and the essence of it.

The part that is indivisible, and equal in itself on to all part of itself, the part that cannot be defined but just is. Above its self awareness of it being, above pleasure, wants, intellect, emotions and acts towards revelation and achieving. The essence is as its is without the ability it has for self awareness or self expression. Has no wants or needs it just is.

What is the soul on that level?

Lets us say, then in all things that exist, there is the way it is before becoming a spate entity with its own identity and then there is it they way it does become one. These two levels are retained in the object even after its is “born “ and or / created.

Am I being honest ???????.....what is my idea…why is something have an essence and and outside….shell… The level in itself that is the seminal level how it first was in its maker but then left.

Two example of this is the master teacher thinking of the idea he will give over to the student over in his mind. Or even more so, how parents picture in their mind the child that will be born. In these cases the idea and child is only born in the teachers and parents mind. It does exit but not as a separate entity, a

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This is  way we do not understand ourselves and always want more. On a deeper truer level no one really understands themselves.

At the very best we just know that we act a certain way and most work ourselves to accomplish or stay away from things that harm us. But we are not really sure who we are only that we behave a certain way and even that we are not sure if we would act different if in different settings.

It is in the setting we begin the next chapter and need to understand what then is the sould purpose and why would a being that has no lmit and the power of free choice what then  would be its purpose or in other words what setting would serve tis entity best existing in a new encvirterment that seems to be a test of his very existence.

In other would if you created the soul what setting would serve it best.

As we shall see it is best served in a place that the power of the infinite in it is revealed . a place where existence makes no sense but is given to it by the actions of the soul as it transcends it understanding at the value at meaning of those acts are really only mean full for the soul itself gives it is meaning.

Not due to any intrinsic value of the act itself  only a setting where no pull in any direction compelling the soul it act in any way. Or any revealed meaning or idea of good or bad is known and the soul must discovered it or even if revealed to it the soul must be able to reject it and must choose its path.

A path that makes no real sense other that it fulfills the drive of the infinite soul and even makes the soul reveal its core essence of the infinite.  A being without limit other then striving to reconnect to its source and then transcends even that by fulfilling a purpose greater then itself known to it only be the gd head source revealing that it is piece of itself and the piece of the greater self sacrificing ist nature to fulfill the “will” of its source head.

It order o accomplish this and even feel its desire and yearning it will need to have a body a structure and revealed part of itself.

Where revelation can be revealed to it.

Where it can feel

Where it can act

Where it can progress and bring to fruition. It will need a consciences of its own yearning.

Hence to separate and then reunite.

In conclusion: The soul itself being that it feels itself is a creature it has ego and a feeling of self existence. On the other hand because its source is not concealed from it , it still feels a yearning to returning to it.

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 Not just to pleasure it self or extend its existence like all other being of existence. Rather because it it feels g-d ny less , unlike any other creature that is self serving but,  the soul wishes to serve and reattach to its source; G-d.

In this itself to reach this point of total self nullification it to has a schism, on the one hand it wishes to be total consumed and nullified ( bittul bmentzious) yet if that where to be it would cease to exist entire. so the soul in order for it to even perceive it is beining nullified it retains existence and ego albeit and ego that is involved in the service of Gd( bitul hyesh)  knowing that in truth it should not exist at all,

This opposite pul is what makes the soul strive and rest. Run and return. It is the perception knoiws as seeing where one would be total lost in the present of a gor being and sourse if one where to actai=ul see the source of life in us and the level of hearing ; meaning knowledge where we do not see the source of life in us bit feel it and understand and “hear “ it sop to speak . meaning we know and prcive through faculties that still allow form sol self perseveration.

If the true core and vision meaning seeing the actual source viviving inside our selves would be revealed we would seize to be.

Yet the soul some how sense this hence it is a creature and a non creature at the same time.

Due to this it to it desire and can bring that greater force in it to fulfill and purpose greater then itself meaning greater even then the soul not only greater that the body that houses it. Ultimate the soul itself will become so transformed to the sense of nullification that it will revels the dichotomy of being able to be and yet be total nullified at the same time. Self consonse and loss of of consiones at the same time.

 

It will be able to sense what is is to be how g-d is . the impossibly of implosblity on (it its level.) For g-d essence we will be revealed in it and all of creation. ( see purpose chapter).

The Soul/ the I of me is really beyond even self nullification that serves a greater being but total self nullification as I”” the soul is found in G-d mind and thought before it even separated itself itnto being and that itself will be revealed in the soul after it came to be.  The level of Prophecy on the highest level not just description and intellectual concepts but vision of the process ansd it actual is.

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Chapter Two – Mind iyh

 

The mind is the seat of consciousness and it is from there that man discovers self and purpose. A person can live while asleep but cannot make purposeful choices unless being awake and have a mind.

So what exactly is the mind and why is it so important; vital to being.

One can argue that the mind is only reacting to the physical body and its needs. a tool of the body for survival and self preservation . but not the seat of the soul revelation to self. And body.

 

So what is the mind?

 


A mind /ˈmaɪnd/ is the set of cognitive faculties that enables consciousness, perception, thinking, judgement, and memory—a characteristic of humans, but which also may apply to other life forms.[3][4]

A lengthy tradition of inquiries in philosophy, religion, psychology and cognitive science has sought to develop an understanding of what a mind is and what its distinguishing properties are. The main question regarding the nature of mind is its relation to the physical brain and nervous system – a question which is often framed as the mind–body problem, which considers whether mind is somehow separate from physical existence (dualism and idealism[5]), or the mind is identical with the brain or some activity of the brain,[6] deriving from and/or reducible to physical phenomena such as neuronal activity (physicalism). Another question concerns which types of beings are capable of having minds, for example whether mind is exclusive to humans, possessed also by some or all animals, by all living things, or whether mind can also be a property of some types of man-made machines.

Whatever its relation to the physical body it is generally agreed that mind is that which enables a being to have subjective awareness and intentionality towards their environment, to perceive and respond to stimuli with some kind of agency, and to have consciousness, including thinking and feeling.[3][7]

 

 

 

 

 

 

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As I sit here pondering what to write, what is it, exactly, that is doing the pondering? Where do the thoughts come from? How does the 3 lb mass of grey matter that is my brain give rise to the felt experience of sensations and thoughts? It sometimes seems essentially inconceivable that the water of material processes could give rise to the wine of consciousness. Indeed, it is so famous a conundrum that it has a name...the (in)famous mind-brain (or mind-body) problem. Failure to have consensual resolution to the mind-body (MB) problem remains at the heart of psychology and its difficulties as a fragmented discipline. My goal here is to briefly explain how the unified theory of psychology (link is external) (UT) resolves the MB problem.

 

 

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the Ikey I believe is the fact that the mind is neither only a nero response or just a spiritual entity outside of the body alone. ‘

 

it is rather an inpendant idea that live as part of the abilities of the soul. And then when enters into the body takes on some of the limitations of the body but yet pushed the body to search for more.

 

True mind is the combination of three intellectual processes. chabad

 

In the soul outside the body this process makes it cognitive of G-d only one level and when in the body and a different one.

 

In the soul its more about love and closeness in the body its about yearning and self sacrifice to fulfill a purpose.

As with the soul we described above the mind to has various explanations as to if it only exit in the body or exist inpendently

As with the soul we attempt to combine the extreme approaches to unite them and show a path that combine both the same we must do foe the mind.

Explaining how it is both influenced by the body and yet a window into the beyond.

 

As explained the source of the soul is the abstract of all abstraction the pure of the pure where the impossible is impossible. How that does the soul function and even have faculties. For the source created in the separate being that it wishes to make . conscness I,e the mind.

However for that to be there needed to be another concealment ( tzimtzum) the first was the source decided to separate a piece of itself  and make it a being outside of itself. but the essence of the being as all beings are without structure or descrbtion only a pure piece of matter so to0 speak from which it came.

\it now needs to take that matter and some to speak form it. Or as if to see to take the energy and give it direction and self knowledge i.e cosncness that can only cone through the existence of a mind.

True there is no limit to how the source can do this however looking now at existence after it being made we can se the sense in how it was made.

Also thought we can ask why this way when we are dealing with the unlimited. However the question that can best be ask is why bother with a process at all. and indeed there is no need of a strure unless

the purpose is for the being outside of g-d that he made be aware and part of the plan that he is part of and must fulfill.

 

Also Indeed the mind itself can be divided into three separate steps of intellect and awareness for the mind is really just a tool of what is put into it by the soul.

Hence we need to understand the mind the way is in inpendent of the body.

 

How the soul itself has a mind. And then how and why it is needed in the body.

Chapter 3

 

Chapter 4

 

Chapter 5

The Body

a)      Body

b)      The question then is how do you connect the soul with the body and have them each be aware of each other to fulfill that greater purpose and achieve the harmony for both. its is through two steps

c)        a) Action and the mind . Let us first examine the mind:

d)      The second step in the soul body process of function to fulfillment of purpose is the mind.

The soul that was discussed in chapter one is housed in the body. What is the body. If you search the internet you will find much written on the body. As it is physical. It seems to be understood and addressed with clarity. Both as an item of health and life itself on earth as well as an object of desire.

To quote Wikipedia :

“The human body includes the entire structure of a human being and comprises a head, neck, trunk (which includes the thorax and abdomen), arms and hands, legs and feet. Every part of the body is composed of various types of cells, the fundamental unit of life.

At maturity, the estimated average number of cells in the body is given as 37.2 trillion. This number is stated to be of partial data and to be used as a starting point for further calculations. The number given is arrived at by totaling the cell numbers of all the organs of the body and cell types. The composition of the human body is made up of a number of certain elements including carbon, calcium and phosphorus.

The study of the human body involves anatomy and physiology. The human body can show anatomical non-pathological anomalies known as variations which need to be able to be recognized. Physiology focuses on the systems and their organs of the human body and their functions. Many systems and mechanisms interact in order to maintain homeostasis.”

But what is the purpose of the body and its spiritual counterpart. Some view the body  as a mechanical object of life made of flesh that lives but has no soul only life and its  objective  is to preserve itself through consumption and procreation. Fighting for survival and pleasure.  Once the body dies life seizes, indeed without the body being able to function at full capacity where t procreate or enjoy phiclas life they , would argue that life is not worth living and it should be ended. Others teach that the body is sinful and should be broken and contained in order to allow the soul to be unfettered by the body.

The body is seen as animalistic and low, it has no good purpose in and of itself and must be rid controlled. Addiction, lust arrogance etc all sin and imperfection come from it.

Its is temporary and only a passage way to resists in order to do good needs and achieve fulfillment for the soul in the after world. Heaven etc.

 Chassidic philyopshy   teaches that the physical and spiritual worlds are reflections of each other more one is rooted in the other. As the sea reflects the earth and its creatures and for every creature on earth there is its twin in the sea so to for every creure oin earth there is its counterpart in spiritual realms

 

the body and all matter is made of four elements, fire , air, water and earth.
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Note to self iyh a reread write small intro to each and summation after. ( at the ohel… the rebbe “told” meweek of heh tevet 5776 Friday 13 tevet?me in my ( it came to me…there..Mind)  that it’s all about explain access how we have access etc… the idea alone is not enough it’s like a pie in the sky.

 

Also this whole discussion is similar to whether the rebbe is alive.

The fact that this is discussed is in itself a posisitive step and a talk to the possibility of afterlife and resurrection and the discovery if the truce definition of life.

is life body soul or something that transcends them both….

Lhakona kitzur iyh