Wednesday, December 3, 2008

what now...

as a chosid of the "pepsi generation" we where told that the essence of the chabad chosid in earlier generation and present is the same "bitul ed'iot" bitul is walking..the chosids job description is to nullify his entire self into the will of Hashem ...as taught to him by the rebbe.

in the time of the previous rebbe it was to walk upright into the bullets of stain r'l . with the present rebbe's it was to awaken a jew to do mitzvos. go on shlichus and give up the comforts of home but u will not need to give up ur life...that was chasidim-yidden of an earlier age...

..has the mission changed? Jews have always lived with meserot nefesh but we thought that the times of tzar nikolia, stalin, and the need to die because u are a jew ended with the Holocaust...

true Jews still die hashem yerachem!!! but there was always some explanation (as if there can be one). an Israeli soldier in the territories... an Israeli citizen killed by Arabs in Israel.....or in the USA at the twin towers because a political point was being made by killing civilians and using their deaths as an argument for their point... "nothing personal just war." the terrorist tries to convince the world..

what happened here? we dare not even wonder..yet some how it was different...these people where killed away from all political "hot spots" and where killed in a religious institution..
killed because they where yidden doing mitvos..shluchim doing the rebbes' work...
will never know what these monsters where really thinking..

" Dovid ha"melech was told that he cannot built the Bies Ha"Mikdash because "dam rav shofchto" much blood you spilt .. who's blood is it referring to the blood of the enemies he killed or the blood of the yidden who fell in the melcehmes mitzva he was commanded by hashem to do..maybe this was why the rebbe used to refer to his leadership as the leader ship of the previous rebbe... where r'l blood was spilt for yiddeshkiet ...while the rebbe's nisais will be after moschiah will come when no more Jewish blood will be spilt at all ever...we know nothing ...
however this much we know the rebbe is our rebbe he chose us to complete the mission of all the rebbiam- and we accepted- it is a double knot that cannot be undone.

let g-d allow this holy bond of rebbe and chosid where the rebbe and chosid are one soul- one mind and one goal.

we only pray and pray that it all be b'chesed ubrachamim alone...

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